So i got my copy of Space Hulk the other day.

FUCK YEAH!!!

Best game ever!

BROTHER LEOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOON!

Last night i went to games workshop for the weekly games night. I took the majority of my army and played in a 3 on 4 battle. I only used a small (Some would say large) part of my force though, due to the number of participants.

On my side was Tyranids (me), Orks, and Chaos Space Marines. The Enemy consited of 2 Ultramarine players, Some Salamanders, and a guy with Night-Bringer and some Necrons. Their objective was to reclaim a dead Marineof particular genetic importance, and ours was to stop them.

The battle began, and we surged forward. I didn't do much in the first turn, and neither did the rest of my side, except the Traitor Marine who had alot of bikers and flamers, oh and a defiler. A Ultra Marine drop pod landed behind my Tyranids and this kids Orks (Who was the one from my previous journal, but he realised his mistake and apologized to me. Mixed up army lists or some shit.). A dreadnought disembarked from it and took a Melta shot at the Ork kids Battle Wagon, into it's rear armour, but only managed to destroy it's big shooter. Thraka and 10 Nobz surged out of the Wagon and destroyed the lone Dreadnought, while my Tyranid Warriors shoal shot it's venom cannon at the drop pod, it'sexplosion catching the Nobz.

Soon, my Genestealers arrived, and wiped out Vulkan He'Stan and his Assault Terminators before they could strike back, before being gunned down by Angry Ultra Marine Terminators. Hannibal the Panzerschreck Carnifex couldn't hit a Valkrie which arrived to bolster the 'good' side who were being thrashed.

It culminated in a show down between my Hive Tyrant and the Night-Bringer himself. After a two turn battle, my Hive Tyrant pummeled the Night bringer with Bio-Plasma and Bonesword while it lay Tangled in my Tyrants lash whip. The Night-Bringers essence dispersed, and we were victorious!

Oh, and when the Valkyrie was brought onto the field, the Ork player protested loudly, and then had a sook, packed his army and left. What a bitch, aye.

Later.

So i went into games workshop the other day to participate in tank shock. It was an apocalypse game of 40k where only tanks and tank sized creatures are allowed (Though, apparantly so were dreadnoughts). I brought in my new Carnifex, which i named Hannibal, and tag teamed with this kid who also had a carnifex.

I hadn't used Hannibal before (I'd just finished painting him a few nights before tank shock) but i thought he'd do alright, seeings as i designed him for a Panzerschreck role. Well, i was right. In my first turn, i assault and destroy a Stormlord super heavy tank. It didn't explode (Thank fuck!), but it cleared a big open path for me and the other carnifex to pick our targets. I followed up by doing no less than 11 penetrating hits on a space marine predator.

By the end of the game i had taken no wounds, as my Carnifex proved impossible to shoot. And when he took a hit, either his high toughness, or awesome armour save stopped any damage from occuring.

Now i thought i could only take one model or whatever. But some guy had about 7 tanks, and three dreadnoughts, and did his best to dominate his sides turns. Now this wasn't really a problem and didn't make the game any less fun. However, this guy was being a complete dick in general. He was pushing kids out of the way, challenging the co-ordinator when he tried to explain a rule to a newer player, and the worst of it, was trying to over rule the co-ordinator when he let the younger players re-roll dice, or letting them survive certain gun blasts. What a dick.

Afterwards i played a 1000pt game against this guys son. He used Orks against my hastily drawn list (I left most of my army at home, and didn't prepare a list. I only really put other models in the case so Hannibal wouldn't be lonely). I was 2 points over 1000, so i asked the guy if he would mind, and he said he didn't care so we got started.

He trounced me, completely. I wasn't prepared to face an Ork horde (I left my best Ork Killin' units at home) so when my force, except my lictor and genestealers who never made it onto the board, was wiped off the table by the end of turn four i wasn't surprised. Good game, shook hands and that was that. Until i got home after wrestling at wallsend.

I checked up on his army list, because i wanted to know how he could fit so much into his force. I grabbed Julia's Ork codex, and i wont go into details but without wargear and vehicle upgrades his army was 1240points. After wargear and upgrades it was more like 16-1700. No wonder i got mauled so bad. I'll be more careful when i get my rematch thursday.

Oh yeah, and wrestling. I dunno if i said before but i am the AWF young lions champion. Been defending my title since early march. Good fun, hoorah. I start MMA soon, to fight for a living one day soon i hope, which is my life long dream.

Long journal, fuck aye. Anyways before i go, anyone who has my number on here, i got a new phone recently. So text me, and make sure i know who it is!!!

Cya.

I've been away some time, some people may have noticed. Others maybe not.

A combination of no time, and simply forgetting to come here.

It's been almost a year since i even wrote a journal. I know why.

So, I have had time to deliberate, look over my work, get back to anyone who has spoken to me here. And i've made some life changes, and philosophical changes moreso.

I have a rash of new songs to express my new view on the world, though new isn't quite what i should be saying. Realised perhaps? These songs will have to wait though, until i pen the music for them. They will be written for my new envisioned musical endeavour, which i should say, is the first i have taken seriously since i was in highschool a billion years ago.

This project shall be named, "The Anvil ov Crom", and will sound like death. It will project my Misanthropy, and desire to see the world in flames. Kill them all.

A Few titles, along with their violent images and scores have danced on the funeral pyres of my mind. I'll list them for the sake of anyones curiousity:

Currency : Bullets
War is my Religion
Extinction
I bleed steel
There is only war
Gungnir
Peace is a Disease
For a Warrior (The only crime is cowardice)
The Mighty
And they shall know no fear
Death Rattle

And these shall be my sonnets of hate. A well read reader will notice some of these as phrases from a particular hobby of mine. Good shit that.

Ignite the very air,
Betrayal burning an Atmosphere in flames,
Ignite the very air,
This ancients last and distant virus.

Lovesong - The Cure

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am home again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am young again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am fun again

However far away
I will always love you
However long I stay
I will always love you
Whatever words I say
I will always love you
I will always love you

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am free again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am clean again

However far away
I will always love you
However long I stay
I will always love you
Whatever words I say
I will always love you
I will always love you

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Sooooooooooooooooooooo, The majority of last week was spent at my wonderfully Krieg Girlfriends house in Geelong.

So i get off the train right, which was delayed (COS V LINE IS A MEMBER OF THE GAY!) and i started walking towards where i was pretty sure i saw her and suddenly BOOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! M OST BEAUTIFUL GIRL IN THE ALL 9 DIMENSIONS BLASTS ME IN THE FACE WITH OVERWHELMING BEA U TY AND PRETTY AND BOOM!!!! AAAARRGGGHHH IT'S TOO PRETTY!!!! HOW CAN I HANDLE THE PRETTY AAAAAHHHHHH!!! !MY SPACE BAR IS BROKEN!!! OH NOES!!!!

So while my nerves disintegrated, i calmed down and said "Hey" Which was resp[onded by her gorgeou sl y shy cry of "DON'T KISS ME AHHHHH" Cos she was shy, and she is shy! BU T SHE IS BEAUTIFUL! And we hugged like sick bitches for a while, I pukked her Sunnies down and was like "ODINS BALLS! SHE HAS THE EYES OF A GODDESS!" and then walked to her place hand in handddddddddddddddddddddddddd!

We went to Nando's right, which i had never even heard of, but it turns out it's a growing chain, and it's awesome. Julia spilt my Coke, and i got the hot shit up my nose and was crying "It is so good, THIS CHICKEN ROCKS!"

And we went to a PET SHOP and looked at snakes lizards And fish! I bought a Co py of "The Vampyre" at a book shop and i also got a Custard doughnut!

We pretty much hung out and watched movies for the whole time, because we just wanted to be with eachother. Completely happy to be in one anothers company. She's the best.

I had to leave... Airplane taking me away

But i'm going back like Next week or the week after, so it's gonna be alright!

Baby Legs, I'm Coming home!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Now to finish with another unmetal song.
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I Love You Always Forever - Donna Lewis

Feels like I'm standing in a timeless dream
Of light mists and pale amber rose
Feels like I'm lost in a deep cloud of heavenly scent
Touching discovering you

Those days of warm rains come rushing back to me
Miles of windless summer night air
Secret moments shared in the heat of the afternoon
Out of the stillness soft spoken words
Say say it again

I love you always forever
Near and far closer together
Everywhere I will be with you
Everything I will do for you

I love you always forever
Near and far closer together
Everywhere I will be with you
Everything I will do for you

You've got the most wonderful blue eyes I've ever seen
You've got me almost melting away
As we lay there under a blue sky with pure white stars
Exotic sweetness a magical time
Say say it again

I love you always forever
Near and far closer together
Everywhere I will be with you
Everything I will do for you

I love you always forever
Near and far closer together
Everywhere I will be with you
Everything I will do for you

Say you'll always love me forever
Never stop never forever
Near or far and always and everywhere and everything
Say you'll always love me forever
Never stop never forever
Near or far and always and everywhere and everything

Say you'll always love me forever
Never stop never forvever
Near or far and always and everywhere and everything
Say you'll always love me forever
Never stop never forever
Near or far and always and everywhere and everything

I love you always forever
Near and far closer together
Everywhere I will be with you
Everything I will do for you

I love you always forever
Near and far closer together
Everywhere I will be with you
Everything I will do for you

I love you always forever
Near and far closer together
Everywhere I will be with you
Everything I will do for you

I love you always forever
Near and far closer together
Everywhere I will be with you
Everything I will do for you


I LOVE YOU JULIA!