A god is born and others die. What is
Has neither come nor gone, but error moves.
Today we have exchanged eternities
And what is past no novelty improves.

Blind knowledge is working at useless ground
And crazy faith is living the dream of its liturgy
A new god is a word - or the mere sound
Don't seek and don't trust, for all is mystery.

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(The Following is from my sporadically used Vampire Freaks account).

Zoe.

for FUCKS SAKE!!!!

You get your shit from other people, and suddenly i'm the bad guy??

Here's a list of what i've done wrong to you. And Hell, this comment can go private so everyone can see me being honest;

* I lived so far away.
* I wasn't there enough for you.
* I was unemployed and unfit while i was with you.
* I hurt you while playing cos i don't know my own strength.
* I was a shit boyfriend.
* I didn't tell you i loved you enough.
* I tried to make you walk faster when you didn't want to.
* I talked to other girls.
* I didn't fuck off Sophie.
* I talked to Samantha.
* I didn't tell you i was at kickboxing that night.
* I got injured.
* I didn't come to bed when you wanted me to.
* I didn't pay enough attention to you.
* I broke up with you.
* I broke up with you not long after your Grandfather passed on (R.I.P)
* I upset you the day before your birthday.
* I refused to do Christmas.
* I wouldn't let you smoke or Drink alcohol.
* I was born.

So there we have it, you can see what i know i've done wrong.

Lets remind you of something, even though you wont believe me.

I did NOT leave you for Samantha. I Didn't even want her.

And i do NOT remember that phone call you tell me about.

Anything else, you can remind me.

I'm here, and i AM your fucking friend. You know i'd fucking die for you, i'd take a bullet to the fucking head for you. You're one of the most important people in my life, and without you i might as well just expire.

So jesus christ... Fucking hell Zoe... I'm Dead now.

Just call me Dead.